January 30, 2012

از عشق تا نفرت


زندگی همیشه یه چیزایی واسه سورپریز کردن آدم داره
یعنی همیشه غیر قابل پیش بینیه
شاید هم بخاطر اینه که ...همیشه یک پای قضیه می لنگه
همیشه ...

بعضی از رابطه ها واقعاً دور انداختنی هستن
اما این کار جسارتی می خواد که خودش اینو ازت گرفته!

خوشحالم که از زندگیم پاک شدی
تو بزرگترین اشتباه زندگی من بودی
و خوب البته بزرگترین و تلخترین درس سخت زندگی من
که باید بالاخره پاس می شد
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الان دیگه خوشحالم ؛ حتی زخم ها هم التیام یافتند
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اما هنوز نمی دونم با حفره سیاهی که درونم کندی چکارکنم
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3 comments:

سطرهای پنهانی said...

I dont know what to say Asal, here you are 8 years later...unbelieve, life has many surprises for us , some are goo, some are not good...

after about 8 years since you wrote this post, you felt the same feelings, and stuck between your heart and your mind. You mind tried very hard but like many other times you follow your heart.
I know this will also pass and you gonna get another lesson, but I hope this won't hurt mush like last time. Just be happy and keep in mind; nothing will last forever unless we are committed in our lives. so I cant tell you don't give away your heart but be aware no matter what would expect you at the end of the story, be stronger, be yourself, and take care of yourself.

Asal (October 7, 2020)

Anonymous said...

Well, here I am again... April 2023, all is over, but I don't wanna be wounded again, I wanna be wiser, cos I really grew, yeah maybe it didn't turn out the way I wanted, but it was a really valuable experience for me, I got to know myself better and value myself better, I have a way better vision about life and also I 've experienced love with all ups and downs. That's all that matters. So yeah, I have my sad moments, the times I do miss that feeling, but I am definitely not wounded...


Cheers to better version of me
Mon Coeur

Anonymous said...

August 10, 2023

I'm tired of pushing my emotions away and trying to be strong, positive, happy, bla bla bla

Deep inside I am far away of being happy, but perhaps more mature with a deep wound inside me that perhaps need a long time to get healed.

it is one of those moments that I just need to feel love and being loved... I guess I missed that feelings a lot...